The Freedom And Power To Love And Be Loved
Written by Mike Verkaik
I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, Ephesians 3:17
Today’s journal entry is from Sophia, a sophomore. As I reread her words, my heart rejoiced. They beautifully testify to our Father’s glorious riches being poured out on her. Listen to the evidence of the Holy Spirit’s power, giving her eyes to see and a heart to feel His love, and then, from that overflowing place, sharing His love with the children she met.
Today was a very busy day! We were able to go to the care center again and teach some different kids our lessons, and bless them by each of us praying individually for 3 of the kids, followed by giving the teachers a meal and praying for each of them. When I asked a boy if I could pray for him, he looked at me with the biggest smile I had seen, and he nodded so hard at the same time. I put my hand on his shoulder to pray for him, and when I started praying he grabbed my hand and I just felt the love that God has for that boy, and how much He loves everyone. When I opened my eyes after praying for him, he looked me in the eye and smiled even harder than he was before and he looked like he was going to cry. It was so amazing that we could be a blessing to these kids and be someone who can pray for them because this is not something they all get at home.
After leaving the care center, we drove to a huge vineyard on the side of the mountain to have some time with God. We got a prompt for us to write ourselves a letter from our Abba Father about anything we felt he was telling us. We could walk to wherever we wanted to in the vineyard to have this personal time with God. In my time writing my letter, I felt so close to God, closer than I had this whole trip, and it truly felt like he was speaking to me. Something I felt that he was speaking to me was that my identity is found in Him only, not in my performance, in school or sports, or in whether I fit in or not, but only in Him because He loves me so much. If I put my identity into other things, I will never be enough, but in Him I am, and that is where I belong.
Something I also felt like God was telling me in this time in the vineyard had a connection to my time at the care center. While playing with some of the kids, I was helping them go across the monkey bars and one of them told me he couldn’t do it anymore because his arms were tired. I told him that it was okay, he could let go because I was holding on to him and he didn’t have to be scared. He got a little nervous about that and didn’t want to let go because he didn’t know if he could trust me fully that I was holding him. I told him again that he didn’t have to worry. I said, “ I’ve got you, don’t worry”, and after that he let go of the bars. As I was holding him after he let go, he looked me in the eye then gave me the biggest hug. I felt like God told me that He was holding me. He said don’t worry, I’m holding on to you, you just need to trust me.
I can speak for all of us when I say that between these two things in our day, we saw God in so many different ways. These children show us so much joy in how they live between their smiles and hugs, and while in the vineyard we all experienced his presence in different ways. – Sophia
You, my brothers and sisters, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the flesh; rather, serve one another humbly in love. For the entire law is fulfilled in keeping this one command: “Love your neighbor as yourself”. Galatians 5:13-14












